Along for the ride
by max hecker on May.22, 2010, under Max
Some friends of ours had a wedding today. Along with several minor tasks I was given, I had the duty of driving people from the parking area to the wedding itself. I was happy to help in any way I could. So I cleaned and watched children, set up speakers and watched them fail at the critical time. I was a chauffeur and I was rejected, all at once I had become an analogy for blessing and for Christ.
As the appointed time drew near I cleaned my car inside and out. Made sure I had universally acceptable music playing softly (Dave Brubeck is the man), and prepared myself to provide friendly conversations for the short 30 second drive. My chauffeur “A” game had truly been brought to the table.
To my astonishment the only person that took me up on the offer was a very pregnant young lady. I couldn’t believe it, everyone was dressed to the nines and all the ladies had heels on. The path to the wedding on foot was either through a field or down a narrow busy road. Why on earth would you willingly choose the difficult road?
Then all at once it occurred to me that this is a reflection of blessing, or rather the lack of it. I know a lot of good people, who know Yahweh and still come short in the blessing department sometimes. This was a learned response, a human condition we are all students of this teacher and we learned all too well.
So why you ask? Well I don’t think people know how to receive what’s right in front of them. Here I was, I had prepared myself and made everything that was mine available to anyone else who would take it. I was turned down time after time after time. All I wanted to do was remove the burden of the task ahead of them, to bare the weight for them. I wanted to give them the option to sit, to rest and they wanted walk.
What was even better were the responses I got, “no we’re OK, maybe they will need it” or “I got it, I can get there myself” It’s Pride and it’s hidden well under the guise of humility, we have been taught it from the very beginning and most don’t even know they are doing it. Humility is important; it’s powerful and in its right form will bless everyone involved. This was perverted and twisted, it didn’t benefit anyone.
If Christ himself was standing before you (and he is more than you know) offering you the very blessing you need, would you turn him down? Well you have and you will again, we all will.
Don’t expect Christ to split open the clouds and walk across a pond to deliver a message or provide you with an opportunity that you need. Chances are it’s not going to happen that way so just get it out of your head now. He will present himself through Holy Spirit to you, and chances are he will do it through someone else. It’s likely that you have stared directly in the face of Yahshua the Christ and denied him his desire to help you. It is also likely that you have been Christ to someone else and been denied.
So I have to know…can I give you a ride?
Possibly Related Posts:
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!
- The Value of Hot Water
Letting Go and Holding On
by Scott on May.02, 2010, under Scott, Uncategorized
The world won’t shake me, I won’t be moved
I am standing on the rock that has been proved
My faith is in Your word and the Kingdom in me
I’ll hear what You say, and see what You see
The wells may dry up, and the fires burn back
But for the righteous sons, there is no lack
In a drought I’ll drink, In a famine I’ll sow
Others may stay, It’ll be me who goes
The world may store up, I’ll have what I need
I have an abundance of water, and plenty of seed
The world will show it’s fear, and all of it’s talk
I will show you my faith and where I’ve walked the walk
Because nothing is to great for Yahweh
I become limitless as I do what you say.
I let go of my cares…
I embrace all You have…
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!
- The Value of Hot Water
The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
by Scott on Apr.27, 2010, under Scott, Uncategorized
No more living under the law. This is the word to me and my house as well as my ecclessia. All bets are off. Everything is new. The Kingdom is personalized to each individual. Walk out your own path and salvation. Don’t try and imitate someone else’s path. You be you. Don’t be religious in your daily activities. Don’t let anything stand in between you and Yahweh God. FREEDOM!
These are all awesome things and are life altering once you have had a revelation of a Spirit led life versus a life under the law.
That being said why am I having such a hard time being free?
Here is where the shoes come in. And if you know me you know I loooove shoes.
Recently I have been having severe lower back pain to the point of almost being bed ridden. I have had to turn down softball, helping friends assemble hot tubs, and even turned down shopping. Yes, shopping. It was that bad.
I was really bothered and wondering why this sudden onset of back issues had hit me. Then Holy Spirit reminded me that for 6 and a half years I have worn steel toed boot. Then last January when I was laid off over night I was wearing flip flops the next day and loving it. What I didn’t take into account was the pain and adjustment that was to follow as my back had to adjust.My back had shaped and formed to work in a construction field wearing heavy boots. All of the sudden I was wearing a light flip flop with different support and all around feel.
Holy Spirit began to show me how much like changing from a work boot setting to a flip flop setting was akin to my spiritual walk. I had been one way for a long time and now was changing into another. A different expression. A deeper dimension. Big changes! Great changes! Hard changes, but worth everything!
You see I had always been a professional law abiding Christian. I did a,b,c. I did 1,2,3. I did them well. But the law doesn’t produce life. The law will lead you to the Holy Spirit and then He takes over from there. My problem was I was a son to my Heavenly Father but acting like I had the rules of a young child to abide by. This doesn’t work. Trust me. Yahweh never intended to relate to us as babies under a law.
Yes there is a time for the law. For my children they need me to set rules and regs. It is protection for them, but it is also binding. There will come a day…..God help me…when I will release my kids from under the law and they will enter into a deeper relationship with me and make decisions on their own based on how they experienced me and how I equipped them. They shouldn’t be making decisions based on rules I had set into motion when they were young. One day it will be OK for my girls to cut vegetables, not now though.
So yes, I am going through some “stuff”. Yeah, it is weird in a weird way. But my gosh it is so freeing I don’t even know how to respond sometimes! So no matter what suffering of re-adjustment or temporary discomfort in changing the very nature of who I am, I say bring on the change because I know the Spirit produces life and freedom.
Is there a major change causing you trouble? If so stick it out. Embrace the change. If it is birthed by the Spirit it can’t help but be for Yahweh’s glory and your benefit.
So much like my newly freed toes in the air wearing flip flops I am now letting my Spirit breath.
I will now repeat the beginning of this post from a different perspective and from a Spirit led life without distractions.
No more living under the law. This is the word to me and my house as well as my ecclessia. All bets are off. Everything is new. The Kingdom is personalized to each individual. Walk out your own path and salvation. Don’t try and imitate someone else’s path. You be you. Don’t be religious in your daily activities. Don’t let anything stand in between you and Yahweh God. FREEDOM!
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!
- The Value of Hot Water
Almost killed by static
by max hecker on Apr.27, 2010, under Max
I really don’t even know how to write this and do it justice. How does one take a completely ethereal, spiritual experience and confine it to text. How do you take an act outside the comprehension of man and place it inside the confines of our understanding? A futile effort, but still one I find worth attempting.
Today at work I had a test scheduled that if passed, would qualified me to advance further in the company. So I did what any person in my position would have done. I called on the intercession of the people around me. I walked into that test knowing I had the full support of a group of people, who continually hear and live by the Spirit as evidenced by their lives.
Boring right? Well as with any good story, the plot will inevitably thicken. Not knowing the outcome of the testing yet, I carried on with my day. Arriving at my first trouble call (I work for a local phone/internet/TV provider) I noticed some pretty severe electrical damage. Not an uncommon thing in my line of work, especially this time of year with all the storms. I approached the first utility pole and examined the damage, physically touching the wire to get an idea of the task ahead of me. It was then that I could hear a very slight arching of electricity. This is of course good reason for pause and closer examination.
The power meter for this place had an LCD readout showing that it was in a diagnostic state, something I would have never been able to see if it was an older analog meter like most in this area. Things just did not feel right. I did something I have never done in over ten years, the whole time working in and around power lines and on utility poles. I called the local power company to have them examine everything.
It was only then I fully understood what had just taken place. Not more than an inch from where I had my hand on the wire was a fitting that would have grounded me sending 7200 volts and I have no idea how much current through me instantly.
The most likely scenario is death.
Now back to those faithful Spirit lead people I mentioned in the beginning of all this. Those people do not “do” or “attend” intercession. These are people who ARE intercession, they live it, breath it and do it all without motives of their own and they never stop. I’ve talked to them and personally thanked them. I may have asked for intercession for a test, they were interceding for my life.
When they intercede they do it by the direct guidance of Holy Spirit, it is for this very reason they were not limited by the understanding of their mind. It is for this reason I am alive. I am alive because they are alive, WE are alive. No not in a biological sense. I’m not talking about genes and cells, or the progression from birth to death. We are alive because the one who is life has breathed into us.
We have been enabled with a point of view much higher than our circumstance. Yahweh through Holy Spirit, if we let him is constantly pulling us in one direction or another. This is not random. Psalms 37:23 tells us that “the steps of a righteous man are ordered, and he delights in his way” I’ve heard that countless times and even understood it. Understanding and revelation are different, only one will change your life. In John we see that, “The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear the sound of it, but cannot tell where it comes from and where it goes. So is everyone who is led by the Spirit”. Again we are being given access to a higher point of view.
Imagine what you can see in a crowd of people compared to a small child, you can see exits, make out other people individually. You can establish communication one person to another visually from across the crowd. The child, well a nice view of knees and a healthy dose of confusion. Will you be the child or will you allow yourself access to a different perspective. One that is beyond your own mind, beyond your motives, and beyond your flaws.
This is the nature of intercession and a Spirit led life.
You pray for your desires if you like, I’m not stopping you. Heck some people like being limited like that. Me, I choose relationship. With Yahweh and Christ through Holy Spirit and people, it is relationship that will bless me. They will fill my desire as long as my desire is secondary to those relationships. After all, it’s those relationship I called to save my life today.
“Oh but Max, this whole articles started with a desire you wanted to pass a test”. Let’s not get short sighted, It is a word to me directly to be a man of excellence in everything I do including my work and any activity in that realm. So don’t get all worked up, I was simply being obedient.
As far as the test goes, I passed and quite well I might add.
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- You Pervert!!
- The Value of Hot Water
You Pervert!!
by max hecker on Mar.31, 2010, under Max
I have been thinking a lot about this whole perversion thing. All you have to do is mention the word and it conjures images of sexual immorality or staunch fundamentalist preachers screeching from the pulpit. Men requiring absolute adherence to the laws they most often have set, or women (or men) on the corner ready to sell themselves to the highest bidder.
Nothing is said about what perversion really is or what purpose it serves. At its root, perversion serves to hide the truth. Without the truth you would have nothing to pervert, nothing to twist around and nothing to attack. You don’t pervert a lie, you can spread it or add to it or embellish it. In the end you will only be painting a false image of a person, business, circumstance etc.
The funny thing about it is most people see it and have no idea they are looking at it, or if they do know there is no sense of injustice, no cause for alarm. Oh sure we hear about some very inappropriate sexual relationship between two people and we are up in arms. We are ready to hang the offender or offenders from the nearest tree.
But, we watch the news knowing that what we hear is tainted by emotion and agenda. (I’m talking to you CNN, Fox News, MSNBC, NPR) You KNOW that what they are saying is only a portion of the truth, the portion that serves them and makes them look superior to their rivals. This is perversion! You are numb to it, you sleep while your guests snoop through the underwear drawer of you mind! You have willingly given up your right to see and understand the world around you.
Now for a more personal view of this, let’s look at perversion as it relates to your purpose. In the not too distant past, I distinctly heard Holy Spirit say “Max, You need to cut a spirit of perversion off of you and your family”. I was almost offended, but I did not understand what was being as offered. I certainly did not understand the path that it would take me on. Since the beginning of this path I have come across several people who really needed to hear what I have learned along the way.
Let’s go where no one wants to go. The dark hidden areas tucked nicely inside yourself. You know the ones, the issues that you struggle with, sometimes over and over again. Those little areas that you don’t like talking about, they bring you shame and separate you from the relationships you not only need you deserve.
Here is a poplar one for me since I tend to revisit it the most frequently. “What I have to say is not valuable enough to say” or “What if what I have to say is wrong”. Perversion! These thoughts do nothing but hide the truth from myself. Now where this whole thing really gets exciting is not in the identifying the perversion. It’s the truth that was being perverted! What was once hidden from you by a lie has now been revealed!
Example; “what I have to say is not valuable enough to say” The lie is that my words and thoughts and thus myself has no value. If it’s a lie then the reciprocal must be the truth. “What I have to say is most valuable, and is capable of bringing blessing on those that hear and receive it”. Let’s take this a step further and really get down to genesis of this truth. “I Max Hecker was born to speak truth and life into those around me, I am destined for it and it is in direct conflict with my purpose to keep myself from acting on it”.
I was reminded of another fantastic example by a very dear friend of mine. When the news that my son Ever was a mere 9 months away (ok it’s 10 months I know.) I was immediately gripped with fear about my ability to be a father. Was I ready for it? Could I handle the pressure and commitment? This was a life, a whole new set of emotion and purpose. BIG stuff, and I was terrified I’m talking lay awake at night trying desperately to peak a few decades down the road for some assurance of success kind of scared.
I know these are normal fears, had by normal people. They are a perversion of the truth. The difference between a good parent and one hanging on by a thread is defeating this perversion of the truth. The truth is, “ I was born to be a fantastic dad”.
Look the point I’m trying to make here is simple, I was just a little long winded in how I went about it. You can look at your weaknesses and let them get to you. You can go and get all depressed about it, let it overwhelm you and you will eventually amount to a whole big pile of nothing.
Or, you can see past what your emotion is trying to tell you and rejoice at your weakness! They are lies covering the truth, and now you know better. I want you to look at yourself and say weakness (you be more specific here), You are a lie, and you have perverted my purpose! And now that I know you’re there and know what you’re trying to do, you no longer have any ability to hide my birthright from me! You can no longer prevent me from achieving greatness and I will be who I was purposed to be from the beginning of creation!
Feel better?
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- The Value of Hot Water
The Value of Hot Water
by Scott on Jan.10, 2010, under Scott
Someone recently told me they were concerned that they didn’t really have a “specialty” in the Kingdom and didn’t really know what they excelled at. It got me thinking of several things. Let me start by saying that if this person saw what others see this would never be a question. This person does so much in the Kingdom it makes me feel like I need buy my own cape and ramp it up for myself.
Fist off it revealed to me the importance of having people in your life that act as a mirror when needed, also the importance of encouraging each other daily. The thing is though having others encourage you or tell you all the good they see in you will only get you so far. At some point you have to see it for yourself. As it is this person doesn’t have many people around them right now and is having to rely pretty much solely on Yahweh’s word to them and their own relationship as opposed to others. It is funny that we can so easily be prophetic to others but when we need it the most in ourselves we can’t seem to be our own prophet. Typically we become our own greatest critic.
It also brought into my gut the question of timing. There is a pattern and flow for everything in the Kingdom. A season for all things. I have seen this many times in my life. There are times I am very prophetic, other times I pray much in the Holy Ghost. Then there are times when it would seem that if I laid hands on a sick person they would get worse. (Of course this isn’t true. Yahweh is faithful and awesome so therefore I am too)
I do realize that there are times in my life when I can tell a draw is being put on the Christ anointing in me and my life. Things just seem to flow out. Then there are times when it would appear to be all quiet on the western front. The question here though is what happened to the anointing? Where did it go if anywhere and what does other people interaction if any have to do with it?
I began to think about the water in my faucet at home. I love hot water. I despise it when I go to get a shower or wash dishes (**cough**) and there isn’t anything there. What I love is when I turn on the hot water and boom! Through my interaction with the handle there it is! The fact is when it comes to my water it is always there. All that remains is for me to turn it on. The water never disappears. It never dries up. It is there waiting for me to make a draw. Important note-The value of my water never increases or decreases based on weather or not it is running. The value is in it being there when I or someone else needs it.
So maybe like my friend who is in a season where the main draw is from themselves it doesn’t lessen the value or importance. It doesn’t mean they don’t have a specialty or certain something we don’t all need. Maybe we need to make a draw on it. Maybe we haven’t seen the value in the priceless gift this person is. Maybe it is a season of these giftings and callings maturing. Time will tell. I do know that getting down (not the dancing kind..the bad kind..mullygrubs kind) isn’t the answer. The answer is knowing it is always there and can be activated at any time to further the Kingdom and bless the Father.
So make sure you first activate the Christ anointing in yourself. Be your own cheerleader. Build yourself up. Then do it in others. Build them up. Then take it further and draw out of them all Yahweh has put in them for you hidden like a treasure. Turn on there water faucet and watch it flow. You will both reap the rewards. And if no one is drawing on you draw on yourself. You’ll be blessed by what comes out.
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!
Hey dad! Smell my finger!
by Scott on Oct.27, 2009, under Scott
“Hey dad, smell my finger!” and so without any thought or pause I did. I still regret it. Needless to say my son had an unpleasant who-knows-what-or-from-where smell on his hand that made me gag. I don’t even want to know. Seriously. I can’t believe how quickly I had responded without thought. He had got me good.
More on that later, moving right along….
A while back while working a long stretch of weeks and 12-14 hour days I had about had it. I wasn’t really mad at my employer. I bless them for providing me with the work, but I sure was frazzled. (Everyone should just take note right now that when you are tired or in need of a break your emotions and decisions will pay the price if you aren’t careful) I was at my wits end. I had no control. I wasn’t in control of my schedule. I couldn’t decide for myself when I got to see my family. I didn’t have a say whether or not I got to go to church or not. Life seemed to be blowing past me.
While voicing to my smoking hot wife that I had no control over my schedule and that I was tapped she made a statement that really rocked me and has stuck with me. She stated that “no matter what, when it seems you have no control or say in a matter, you can always control your response and how you respond.” Wow! What insight into my attitude.
So realizing my schedule was a finger being waved under my nose and that I was having a poor reaction without any thought I chose to change how I was reacting. I had the revelation that when all else fails I can still control how I respond. So I chose to be grateful and at the same time declaring great change and blessing over me, my schedule, and the ones who make my schedule.
How many things are there in our lives that happen out of nowhere that cause us to react without thinking. When things happen that aren’t what we would choose do we respond in the right way? Do we dictate to our emotions and soul or do they tell us how to behave?
I can tell you this…we will all have things hit us. We don’t live in a perfected world. But a Spirit led life that has been lived with great amounts sown into the Spirit will react much better than a life devoid of the Holy Ghost.
So choose to respond right. Remember you are always in control of how you respond. When the world or someone sticks there stinky finger under your nose and tells you to smell, take a moment and choose to respond right.
And if you have a son or are planning on it, never EVER smell anything they present to you. Seriously.
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!
Quotes from Albert Einstein
by max hecker on Oct.26, 2009, under Max
This is not something you will see on this website very often, if in fact ever again. These are a few quotes from a man we have all heard about. He has changed the world in more than just a few ways, and after reading a few of these I feel it fits directly in with the vision a direction of this website.
Regards,
Kill the Static.
- “Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius — and a lot of courage — to move in the opposite direction.”
- “I want to know God’s thoughts; the rest are details.”
- “Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.”
- “A person starts to live when he can live outside himself.”
- “Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from weak minds.”
- “Common sense is the collection of prejudices acquired by age eighteen.”
- “The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education.”
- “We can’t solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.”
- “The fear of death is the most unjustified of all fears, for there’s no risk of accident for someone who’s dead.”
- “Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts.” (Sign hanging in Einstein’s office at Princeton)
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!
Missing what’s right in front of you
by max hecker on Oct.24, 2009, under Max
“How did I get myself here? Sure, I was a little pretentious but a dream is a dream. It’s not like I chose to dream it, I didn’t ask for the tunic. I need to get out of this mess, out of this hole and back to my dad”. These must have been the thoughts running through Joseph’s mind sitting out in the middle of nowhere, looking up from some dirty hole in the ground and wondering just exactly what his brothers plans were for him. It’s easy to read this story and not really understand why Joseph’s brother were so mad at him. He had a few dreams that placed him in a position of authority over his brothers and eventually his whole family. That wasn’t the whole story, there was more to it than a few restless nights for his brothers. It was the tunic, the infamous “coat of many colors”, as a child I sat through many Sunday school lessons intending to use this story to show how Yahweh can use the worst situations to bring blessing. The story is good for that, what I have never heard anyone teach is why things went so bad, so quickly.
It was the tunic that sparked this fire, and it didn’t have anything to do with the colors. When Joseph told his dreams to his brothers it says “and they hated him even more”. Not a tunic of many colors but a tunic of many pieces. These extra pieces were long sleeves, the word that was translated into colors really meant “stretched out or wide” and implied a long and sleeved tunic. This wasn’t the kind of thing you could exactly do a lot of work in, It would get in the way. What the tunic really said to them was “I am my father’s favorite and he intends for me to be in charge” They saw this and knew it instantly, anger and jealously were the order of the day from that point on. These men probably had children as old as Joseph, who was he to rule over them? Yet there he was, literally wearing their fathers approval and authority. He put on that tunic and took on the burden of running the family and threw down the burden of physical labor.
A lot can be learning about what was going on in the various stories written in the bible simply by understand the importance and value of clothing during those times. Most people only had one set of clothes at the time unless they were wealthy or at least well-to-do, and shoes were a luxury. So important were certain items of clothing that they were one of the few items you were actually allowed to save from a burning house on the sabbath. The cloak for example could be given as a pledge for a loan but had to be given back before nightfall because it may be the only thing the person had to keep them warm while they sleep, it could then be taken back the next day. The Jewish courts at the time could award nearly all a persons possessions as a settlement, but never the cloak. Understanding these and other things about what was going on culturally can give tremendous insight to what they were writing about.
Another good example, and one used many times over in the scriptures is in tearing clothes to represent remorse, grief or anger. Job after hearing that all his children and possessions had been taken from him, he “arose, tore his robe and shaved his head”. The robes he was wearing was all he had left, he up to that point had been a wealthy man. His clothes would have been the nicest you could get, they would have been made of the finest material, rich in color and like Joseph’s tunic it would have been long made from large amounts of the best cloth. This would have been the Armani suit of the time. Knowing that he had nothing left to his name, he could have taken even just his outer robe and sold it and probably eaten quite well for more than just a few days. Yet he still tore it in his grief, imagine suddenly having nothing left to your name only moments ago being a wealthy man. All you have is what you were wearing and the cash in your wallet. In that wallet is several thousand dollars, you could go get a cheap hotel some food and probably be “OK” long enough to at least find some sort of employment to survive on. On hearing the news of collapse of you empire, in a blind rage you take your wallet out and throw it into a river never to find it again. You would have ruined any chance of comfort while trying to get back on your feet.
There are so many things going on “behind the scenes” in what we read in the bible and honestly as it relates to a written word, there is just no good way to gain a complete understanding of what the person was trying to communicate. You don’t know the tone of his voice, if he was rolling his eyes or the level of importance that the author was putting on the topic he was writing about. There is no body language or facial expressions and punctuation can only translate so much emotion to the reader. But with at least a rudimentary understanding of the day to day activities in the lives of the people, you can read and even understand the subtle points of what is being represented by the words in front of you. The simplest of phrases can take on a deep and valuable meaning, it can change the entire direction of what we always thought was true.
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!
Kleenex, the modern day oracle
by max hecker on Oct.23, 2009, under Max
Ugh, I’m sick….again! Seriously how many times am I going to have to go through this. I remember a conversation I had with my dad. I was trying to explain an idea of over coming sickness I had, long before any idea of revelation or an open communication with Holy Spirit was part of my life. I was busy telling him that I could convince my body to stop being sick. He said something to me that I didn’t understand then, but I do now with a new clarity. He said, “Well I see what you are trying to say, but you will forget”.
At the time I was almost insulted, but I let it go. I can in all honesty look at various points through out the last few years that I came to that revelation, in differing degrees of fullness. Each time I went through periods of good health, watching people around me becoming ill with whatever bug was going around. If I did get sick it would only be for a day or even a few hours. I would continue on like this happy in my well being for awhile then all the sudden, BAM I would be sick.
So as I sit here, blowing my nose and sucking down the NyQuil before bed I was struck with a sudden thought. Maybe I was sick so that I could remember what I once knew but had forgotten. We talk about different trials and difficulties in our life, we attribute some to attack, some to lack of wisdom and insight, and some to just a natural reason. These bodies are after all still subject to the laws of the world, spiritual though we may be.
Maybe, just maybe we need to be reminded sometimes of lessons we have learned. We get so used to using the calculator that we forget how to do long division. So now I set my resolve, speak health over my body and my family. I will try to never forget again what I have learned so many times before.
================================
Edit:
I repent for writing a few things that I wrote in this article. I DO NOT believe that Yahweh made me sick nor do I believe he would make anyone sick. I was sick because I repented of my repentance. I forgot the revelation of healing that I had.
That and that alone is why my body has been subject to illness lately. It is not a mistake I will make again. I stand as the path to healing for my family as the head of the household and I will not block that path by allowing my self to be sick.
Possibly Related Posts:
- Along for the ride
- Letting Go and Holding On
- The Law is Boots, The Spirit is Flip Flops
- Almost killed by static
- You Pervert!!









